Ending Marks A Beginning

Dearest Reader,

I have decided to move to a better place. I have nothing against Blogspot. It's just that I have found a better place and I need a change. So, mark the new address!

http://hushmeadow.wordpress.com/

Hope to see you there!

My Work

This is my last 3 weeks doing internship. Honestly, at first, I didn't like my job. I was scared because people there are so smart. Of course la, if not how to work in an actuarial firm. Furthermore, I am not familiar with what I was doing and I didn't really enjoy working. But, as time goes by, I got more and more interested in my work, and now, I am starting to feel the pressure from my work. Not bad pressure, but GOOD pressure. I am learning so much that at times, I think my brain cannot support all and going to burst.

My work is very flexible because it is a consultant firm. Today I might be doing this job and a few days later, I might be doing another job. I never complained because this is a very good chance to learn stuff that might be very useful for my future career. But, at times my job can be tough because what I am doing was not learnt in class but have to experience it outside the classroom. And thus, I have to constantly do research from net. If cannot, have to kacau my colleagues and ask them. Sometimes, I think they got fed up of me because I ask too many questions. But luckily, they never show it on their faces.

I can't wait for my internship to end, because this means that I don't have to wake up early and go to office. At the same time, I don't want my internship to end this fast, this signals that I have to go back to US and continue my new semester. You see, I am a very contradicting person. I don't want it, but I still hope for it.

V is for Victory

Song of the Day - No Air by Chris Brown & Jordin Sparks(this song has been on my playlist for a long time, love it!)

Sunday is supposed to be my lovely and peaceful resting day. Sunday is supposed to be the 'homework' day. But, my lovely sister dragged me to watch Cheer 2008 with her. What to do? My mummy won't let my sis go if I don't go along. Haih.

So, reluctanty, I followed her. It was held in Stadium Putra, Bukit Jalil like last year. Ooh, I went last year too. We reached there around 1.30pm. Then we sat while waiting for the event to start at 2pm. While waiting, we saw groups and groups of supporters from different schools shouting their lungs out. It was so lively in the stadium.

Then the event started at 2pm. We saw 15 teams performing, including Dynamitez, Xavier, Titans and of course, the last team to perform on that day was Shirtliff from my former high school, SMK Seri Bintang Utara. They were all awesome. We really couldn't tell who's going to be the champion.

Then, about 4.30pm, the results were announced. When Shirtliff heard that they got Best Showmanship Award, everyone from the Shirtliff area were so quiet, because from what we knew, no team won got Best Showmanship emerged as the champion. We were disappointed. Then several more awards were presented. When it comes to Silkygirl Merit Award, Shirtliff were being announced as the winner, again. Seems like the hope of becoming champion was getting thinner and thinner. Finally, the moment we have been waiting for, the announcement of the Top 3. Second runner-up goes to Stunnerz All-Boys, first runner-up was Dynamitez from DJ. All of us became very very quiet because this means Shirtliff might have a chance. Then, Jien announced the winner of Cheer 2008 is SM Seri... All of us were like, "Oh no!" Suddenly, he shouted Shirtliff from SMK Seri Bintang Utara, all of us went crazy. You can hear everyone who supports Shirtliff screaming and jumping up and down. This has never happened in history before, where the champion bagged another 2 more titles. Shirtliff truly made it into the history!

That ends my Sunday. I went back with a headache and I did not finish my homework. But, it was worth it because I feel great that Shirtliff actually won and I can tell people that was my former high school team! Congratulations to Shirtliff!

我的选择

选择题: 若给你选，你宁愿他爱你比你爱他多，还是你爱他比他爱你多？

如果你问我这个问题，我会很自私，选择我宁愿他爱我比我爱他多。说真的，我觉得自己蛮自私。可是，我也是个女生，也需要别人关心，也需要别人疼我。偷偷跟你说个秘密，我从来没谈过恋爱。我自己也没真正去找过，每次总对自己说，随缘吧。可是，我也怕这身中，没有试过谈恋爱的滋味，那不是太可惜吗？我想，如果我找到一个适合自己的，然后是我冲动的告白，那个人会珍惜我吗？相反的，如果我不主动，我会找的一个吗？我不会要求很多，只想要一个对我好，品德好，对我认真，就足够了。你说，我该怎样做呢？

我在以上所说的，只是我有时候会想的，我最想要的就是完成我的学业，然后找一份我喜欢的工作。其他的事，在打算吧！

I am Back!

Muahaha, I am back.

Okay okay, I know I have abandoned my blog for a very very long time, but I don't feel like blogging ma.

Ooh yea, I am meeting my new baby very soon. Hehe. =D

Failure

Hmmmmm, somehow I am immune to failure.

Failure doesn't mean as much as it was anymore. I am getting scared. I have lost my will to strive for better things.

All I need is a miracle and I am praying every single moment. *switch on emo-mode*

It's Snowing!

OK. So, it's snowing. I was pretty excited when I first saw it coming. Apart from it, nothing else more to say. In fact, I don't really like snow, if you ever ask me. It's very slippery and makes it hard to walk.

So I am money concerned. I mean, who is not concerned about money $$$$$$$$$$? I am very concerned when it comes to money and when I think something is not right, I will just shoot it out. It's only for money. But when it comes to other things, I will just keep my mouth shut.

I just realized I have made many stupid mistakes that lead people to dislike me. If only I know what makes them dislike me so much? In the mean time, I guess I have to live with it and just pretend that I don't know people dislike me!

Solemnly signing out,
Hushy

外国的月亮是否特别圆？

外国的月亮是否特别圆？

这问题，我在祖国已经想过了好几次。结果，在我来到美国才知道。原来这里的月亮虽然比较圆，可是却能看不能碰。而且，这里也不能与家人赏月。却只能一个人抬头望天空，靠记忆与想象力，才能感觉到与家人的温暖。

我好怀念我的家呀！可是，我却没后悔过。我只能默默地祈祷，祈祷时间快点地过。让我在与家人一再重逢吧！

-完毕-

MahJong

Guess what I learnt today?

I can't believe it? I actually learnt to play mahjong!!!

OMG, and I am so addicted! :p

Cham lor, I am supposed to study leh. But I am thinking about mahjong right now. >.<

Have a good night. =D

Of Test, Assignments and Fall Break

Gahhhh, I am having STATS132 test tomorrow, and yet, I have the mood to blog here. Come closer, and I will tell you a secret. Closer. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO STATS132. IT'S SO CONFUSING THAT I NEED TO DIG A HOLE AND BURY MY HEAD INSIDE. Phewww, that was so much better. I never felt so lost in a class before. Even back in Malaysia, when I don't understand things, I always find ways to make myself understand. I am needing a miracle tomorrow if I want to score in STATS132. And the best part is, it's open book and open notes test, which sort of hint that the test is going to be frigging tough. >.<

After the test tomorrow, I will have 2 assignments to hand in, which is ACTS140 and FIN101. I did half of ACTS140 and never touch on FIN101. Am I dead or what? If I am granted 3 wishes, my wishes wil be, I need more time, I need more time and I STILL NEED MORE TIME!

What got me moving this whole week is the much anticipated Fall Break, which starts on Oct 13 to Oct 16. But for business students, it is actually starting on the 12th instead of 13th since business school is closed on Friday. Woohoo~ 5 days break, you must be thinking I am going to enjoy to the max. But no, I am supposed to work in Bell Center at least 4 hours a day. But, working in Bell Center is not that bad at all, considering most of the shift that I signed up for is study shift. Lucky me. =D

Alright, that's all for now. I will update more if I have more interesting stuff to tell. If you think that this blog is full of boring stuff, I am so sorry. I can't think of anything better to write. After all, my life is that dull. But, I LIKE MY LIFE!!!

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