i am bored. i am doing the same things over and over again everyday.
i am stressed. i have a lot of things to do. i just don't know where to start.
i am an idiot. i tend to do things before thinking. in the end, i mess up things badly.
i am lonely. at times, when i need someone, i realize there is no one.
i am clueless. i have no idea when others are taking the initiative to know me better.
i am NOT PERFECT! as much as i am trying to, in the end, i suffered because i can never be one!
please forgive me for the mistakes i have done in the past.
please understand that i am only human.
please give me the courage to walk until the end of my life.
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Hey Caroline,
Being bored is normal sometimes. Gotta get out and try new stuff that'll interest you lor! =) Call your friends out! =D
If you got lots of things to do, maybe making a list of it will help you to see where you can start? I find that helps me la. Then can prioritise and decide which to do first. In fact, sometimes after writing stuff down, I realise that I didn't have as much to do as I thought. It seemed a lot because it was all a mess in my head! Take time to sit down, write it down, and organize it =).
You're not an idiot just because sometimes your actions move ahead of your thoughts. Learn from experience lor, so you don't repeat it next time.
For me, I've felt lonely before. But I realised that when I feel lonely, I'm not exactly alone lor. Most of the time it's a feeling that wells up inside you because of something else. You have friends; they just seem to be doing their own thing. Doesn't matter, call them up =). And hey, I'm around too, you know =P, so you can call me. I know I'm not that close to you, but I don't mind being someone you can just talk to, because I've gone through the same.
Not noticing when someone is taking the initiative to know you isn't being clueless, I think. I mean, if it's too subtle then you won't notice la.. After you realise, then everything is okay lor! What's to be sorry about? No regrets la =).
No one is perfect, dear. And it's true, you would suffer if you tried to accomplish perfection because no one can be perfect, ever. Take life as a continual improvement process =D, making yourself better and better, and be happy for what you've accomplished so far, hehe.
If you've wronged someone, then forgiveness needs to come from the other party. If the person forgives, then great. But how about forgiving yourself? Think about it, is it you who has not forgiven yourself? If the other person doesn't forgive, then you really can't do anything about it. Nevertheless, you shouldn't carry the burden of having made a mistake. As before, learn from it and improve yourself =) ne?
Anyway, my reason for commenting is not to tell you how to face your life. I'm just giving you insights on what I've learned from my mistakes as well. Hope it will help you to get through your tough times. Take care yea ^^. You're tougher than you think! =)
*Hugs*
Jaclyn
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