leaving

mum and dad have been very patient with me nowadays. i made a huge mistake on friday by not telling dad something important. my dad ended up calling me 7 times without me realizing. you must be thinking i am such a bad daughter. on the contrary, i have been trying very very hard to be a a good one. it just that at times when i do work, i am really into it and have no room for other things. in the end, my dad just let me off without having me giving any explanation.

i know my mum and dad are really nice to me mainly because i am leaving soon. the thought of leaving them, my family my friends always bring tears to my eyes.

to imagine myself in a land few thousand miles away from my hometown here in malaysia, i can feel the loneliness now. of course, i have a bunch of friends over there. but things will be so different there than what i thought it will be. yesterday, as i was chatting with one of my friends, this friend of mine asked me what do expect in america? i can barely answer the question. i just said i don't know what to expect. please tell me, what can i expect in the stranger land?

dearest readers,

please appreciate what you have. do things like there is no tomorrow, but only today, as today is present, a gift you must really appreciate because there is no 2 similiar todays.

i shall bid you farewell and good night.