Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Jordan Knight & Deborah Gibson - Say Goodbye

I love music. I LOVE songs. I L-O-V-E songs that are meaningful.

I listen to MixFM quite frequent nowadays, especially at night. I found that listening to radio channel is quite relaxing at times. Listening to radio channel is much more worthy than buying a CD, to be honest. I have a new hobby now - listening to radio. =D


This song by Jordan Knight and Deborah Gibson caught my attention lately. It is called "Say Goodbye". Jordan Knight was the lead singer of a successful boyband during the 80's, New Kids From The Block. Yupe, the same band as Joey McIntyre. And Deborah Gibson was also a popular singer from the 80's. I seriously can't believe that after so many years, the two of the finally have a duet together. That song is just...sad.


I do not particularly like farewell songs or break-up songs, but the lyrics of that song is quite true. I believe that is what most people feel after their break-ups. They feel lost, yet they try to mend their relationship and give it a shot again. In the end, they realize it is too late and there is no other word than "goodbye".

Jordan Knight & Deborah Gibson - Say Goodbye


-Jordan-
Yeah I've been so lost lately
I don't really understand baby
Where did I go wrong
I wanna talk to you
Please call

-Deborah-
Where do I begin with you
after all that we've been through
I don't think that it would be right if we
got together so suddenly

-J-I wish that I could take back all of the things that I said
and replace them with simply
I love you instead

-Chorus-
-D-You didn't wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try

-J-But I only wanter you to stay
and then I let you just slip away

-D-If you didn't listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn't matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why

-J-Girl, I never meant to say goodbye
-chorus-

-J-I think about the past baby
Why we couldn't make it last, lady
I know you still have doubts
But I'm gonna prove that we can work things out

-D-I wanna be sure that you
know what you put me through and
reveal that you intend
to never let me down again

-J-It's clear to me and I can't ignore
that I have to give you something
I couldn't before

-Repeat chorus-

-D-I didn't think that we would come to this

-J-Ooh, no Your eyes, your face, your smile is what I miss

-D-Why did you wait so long to take me back

-D&J-It's all a simple misunderstanding

-Repeat chorus twice-


Hope you enjoy the song.

to be continued...

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Song playing in WMP - Hallelujah by Jeff Buckley

From previous post...

I was quite happy when I heard from Mum that she was given some movie tickets by some company. It was for the new Bond movie, Casino Royale on the premiere night, which was last Thursday. Damn syok wei. On that day, it was a day full of frustration. Apparently Jusco decided they should have a Members' Day SALEs, so you can actually imagine what Mid Valley was like because I heard from Dad, only Jusco Mid Valley and Jusco somewhere in Johor had this sales and it actually started as early as 7 in the morning. I was still sleeping soundly in my comfortable and warm blanket while those aunties-aunties all lined up with their what-to-buy lists at 7.00 AM. According to Dad, it was really jammed in the morning and cars were heading to Mid Valley from all direction. He then added it was an insane idea as it just added to more traffic problems and noise pollution.

Okay, my point is, we could not drive to Mid Valley at night because even at night, it was still very jammed. So, we had to take KTM instead from KL Sentral. Taking KTM is not fun, especially at 8 something, when people are all rushing home. It was stuffy and warm in the train. But, we had no choice. Instead of heading towards the cinema, Mum bought Sis a classical guitar as promised. Then we went to the cinema. There were so many people and most of them were still wearing their working attire.


But still, the movie is quite good. Daniel Craig who acted as James Bond in this movie, gives the movie a brand new start. James Bond no longer is the perfect and invisible guy who relies on Q's ingenious gadgets everytime he needs to escape from dangers, this time around he shows vulnerabilities as a human being and depends on his physical ability and sharp mind to sort things out. He looks more rugged and manly in Casino Royale, almost like a spy. To cut things short, Daniel Craig did a good job. Throughout the movie, I could not take my eyes off... no, not Daniel Craig, but Eva Green. She was so hot in that movie and you can actually melt by looking at her. Vesper Lynd is my favourite Bond girl, just watch the movie and you will know why. Besides Vesper, Theresa Bond in On Her Majesty's Secret Service is another of my favourite. I should stop here or else I can't resist writing the synopsis of the movie.

If you are planning to watch the movie, hope you have a great time. If you are not, well, I can do nothing but to tell you that it's a movie worth watching. Still, it's your choice. =)

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Song playing in WMP - Torn (accoustic version) by Natalie Imbruglia

Okay, I know I have ditched my blog for like almost 2 months, I truly am sorry. I mean it, okay? A part of me don't feel like blogging and yet, another part of me want to scream out everything that is in my nearly exploded brain. So, I gave up and there I am, writing about my boring life. Hmmmm, do I sound like as though I am being forced? Nay, I am not. Instead, I am grateful that I finally have a chance to write what's mind. So here goes.

Well, it has been 2 weeks since my final examination ended. To be really really honest, I did not do well in all the 3 papers. But, to be really really honest again, I think I have done my best. *sigh* Mum, dad, please don't be mad at me. I swear I will perform better next semester. I solemnly swear.

AUP Farewell Nite for year 2006 was held after final examination. That event was organized to bid farewell to AUP students that are leaving this coming spring. Though not as grand as other big event, it was simply simple and warm as it was also a night to revive and remember. Remember what you may ask. Of course to remember all their moments of joy and sorrow while studying in ICSJ, as well as to remind them that friendship they have established in INTI will continue to last forever, even if it means for eternity. It turned out to bequite a success, I may say. At least everybody is having fun and enjoy the games, food and performances that was prepares. Thumbs up for everyone who made this event a success!

After AUP Farewell Nite, I went for ICSJ groundbreaking ceremony. Can you believe after so long, INTI finally decided to renovate the campus and it will complete in year 2008. Yes, read me, year 2-0-0-8. I would not be here to see and most importantly, use the new campus. Back to my point, ah yes, groundbreaking. I was in the kompang team, which consists mostly of INTIMA Exco, tension eh? Well, tension not, because they are just some nice people who have fun which serving INTI students.

I just came back from council camp a few days ago. It was really really really fun, mainly because I was there with a few kaki lepaks of mine. We did quite a lot of activities, which includes flying fox, rafting, candlelight talk, obstacle course and some indoor and outdoor games. I like flying fox the most, though the distance was a lil' bit short, but it was a totally new experience. All in all, I can summarize the stay in Dusun Eco in just one word, FUN! =)

To be continued...

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Song of the day - E Zuo Ju(Prank) by Wang Lan Yin

PROCRASTINATION has officially taken its toll on me. My 2nd semester results in fact, is a very good example. Not that I am particularly diligent, but at least in high school, I was still motivated to study in order to get into top 10 position(once in a while), top 5 position(once in every blue moon) or top 3(once in every sun-that-rise-from-the-west). Needless to elaborate further, I think you get my point. At least, sort of getting it.

I am currently in 3rd semester, which is an extremely short semester. I am quite thrilled as this semester is only 2 months long. But, at the same time, I think this semester is quite intense, as we have to finish our syllabus in 2 months. Imagine, you have to finish reading that be-hated buku sejarah of yours in 2 months, crazy or what?

Luckily, I have taken only 2 AUP subjects, which are American History I and Principles of Accountings II, plus Malaysia Studies. I guess it won���t that hectic, right? Fortunately, I have friends in all my lectures. I have Rachel in my AH and PA, Lynda in AH and Michelle in MS. Of course, there are other friends too, but these 3s are my Kaki Gila-Together. Things are so much better if the 3 of them around with Rachel being the teaser, Lynda being the amplifier and Michelle being the random-er.

Well well, I guess I better stop here now. I have lectures tomorrow from 12 to 6. Ahhhh, it will definitely be a tiring tomorrow. I will update my bloggie some other day if I ever have time. Wish you have a pleasant night and sweet dreams yea.

P.S. Before I leave, let me enlighten you with lyric from one of my favourite song, E Zuo Ju(Prank) by a talented singer, Wang Lan Yin. This song has been in my head since like forever. And the lyrics are quite meaningful, at least for those who have encountered their crush and fell in love since. So, here goes.

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Thursday, August 03, 2006

Whatever it is...

Song of the Day - Write a Song by Shunza

I am currently in unofficial holiday mood now, half studying, half holidaying.

I just woke up about 2 hours ago. The first thing I thought of was what day is it today. Yupe, today is love-ly Thursday. Tomorrow is Friday. Then, the next day after tomorrow is loath-ly Saturday. Can I scream out loud? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Done. I will be having my first ever final examination on Saturday - LAN paper. And I am still blogging here. Come on, let me de-stress myself. This is the only place where I can do that, okay?

My college mate told me good news of her just now. Nay, I am not going to reveal her secret. She knows and I know can already lar. She is happy which makes me happy too, considering she is one of my closest in college. And please, don't waste anymore time of yours yea.

Since I have got no more things to rant about, let me just briefly tell you, a little bit of me : -

  1. I am just simply unpredictable. Well, I am an aquarius-ian, what do you expect?
  2. I am serious when it comes to matters like studies. But when it comes to playing, I might just be the most playful one.
  3. I dislike people who lie. They can just go eat themselves up.
  4. I detest people who don't give signals while on the road. If anything happens, don't blame anyone lar, blame yourself. Basic driving skill also cannot perform, go and learn your undang all over again lar.
  5. I love family and friends. Though I have quite a number of friends, but there are only a few that know me well and you know who you are.
  6. I love chocolate and music! Music is my life. Without music, who am I? Lee Hom's music is definitely my favourite.
  7. I sing at times. And some day, I wish to perform in some kind of gig and pity those who come to hear me sing. =P
  8. I have my own mood swing as well. And when I am moody, please let me be alone.
  9. I hate to memorize stuff. I might love to count, but I am totally hopeless in memorizing stuff.
  10. I do cry sometimes, but only when something matters to me. Don't ask me why. I am just as clueless as you.

I should be studying by now. Hopefully, I can do well in my finals. I'll pray for everyone and sincerely hope you'll doing the same as well. Happy studying and enjoy your life. =)

Fingers down,
Hushy

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Just another random entry...

Song of the Day - To Be Loved by Ronan Keating

Well, sorry for not updating for like almost 3 months. Nothing has happened to me, don't worry. It's just that I don't have the mood to update. Assignments, tests, presentation... I feel so relieved because everything is almost over, well, at least my finals is just around the corner. After my finals, I can totally enjoy.

Wai Fon called yesterday to tell that me she's sick. I mean it literally, she's having high fever and sorethroat. She told me there's no one at home and therefore she called me. You know, I am glad that the first person you thought of was me. Having graduated from secondary school, I am further and further away from my bestest friends - Wai Fon, Chung Yen and of course, Ade. Memories we had together I will totally cherish until the end of my life. The 3 of you are the greatest people I've ever met. Yo perempuan Wai Fon, you better go see doctor. Hope you recover soon. And GOOD LUCK in your econs test. =D

Honestly, I have no mood to study already. Why? Don't ask me why. I scored quite low for some of my subject coursework. I need to score extremely good in my finals to actually pull up the score in order to get an 'A'. But, knowing my own ability, I seriously do not thing it's possible to do so. Therefore, I am just trying my very best...

To those who spam(in a good way) my tagboard,
Lamb - Heyyo, how are you doing? And didn't know you actually read my blog. And you still call me lollipop, haih... After my finals, I am so going to write you a long long long e-mail... wait for me....

Caramonty - Aiyor, don't give up lar... I that sui ar, until you don't want to come to my blog anymore...

Roy aka batman aka hokkien man - Oooi bro, don't spam my tagboard lar... just kidding lar, cheer up lar...

Elle - Updating updating... In the progress...

Shadow - Thanks for the compliment...

Jason - Glad that you actually like the cap...

Joey - Poke-s definitely received... =D

Wai Fon - Yesh, totally missshhhh u... =D

That's it poeple, enjoy your weekend... And happy studying!!! =P

Fingers down,
Hushy

Thursday, June 08, 2006

another day...

Song of the day - I'll stand by you by Girls Aloud

'I'll stand by you' by Girls Aloud is one of the song in the '100 Most Beautiful Love Songs', the CDs I bought yesterday. At first when I listen to the song, I think it was ok, not that bad. But when I have a good look at the lyrics, I felt so emo. The lyrics is so meaningful.


I'll Stand By You - Girls Aloud

Oh, why you look so sad
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So
If you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey,what you've got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you are wrong

Take me in to your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
And when
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You're walking on your own

Take me in to your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into your darkest hour
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you


So meaningful right? To all my friends, I dedicate this song to you. The lyrics is exactly what I have in mind. No matter ups or downs, you still have my support. No matter where you are, I will still be here. I'll still stand by you, my friends.

Fingers down,
Hushy

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

relief

Song of the day - Walk away by Kelly Clarkson

Yay!!! *shout like nobody's business*

Yupe, finally all my tests are over and of course, I am relieved. After my acc test, I went out to watch movie with Rachel and Le Roy. Haha, I can't believe I agree to watch The Omen with them. Yupe, the horror movie I was talking about. The Omen is definitely the first ever horror movie I watched in the cinema. I wasn't the ugly and disgusting figure I'm scared of. It's the suddenly-something-appear-with-loud-background-sound I am afraid of. So,I had to hide myself beneath my pink sweater. Go ahead lar, I don't mind you laughing at me for being so cowardy. But, that's me. NO SPOILERS HERE. Go watch lar the movie if you want to know more about it. Just want to warn you to be alert throughout the movie. =)

Oooo, I bought a new CD. It's actually 5 cds with the price of 1 cd, which is 49 ringgit. There are 100 songs altogether in the 5 cds, which means one song is just 50 cents. Woohoo!!! And the title of the cds is '100 beautiful love songs'. I don't know half of the songs in the cds, but I do love love songs. So if you have a chance, grab the cds and listen to them. The songs will sure melt your heart.

That's all for now. Update later. Take care yea and bye bye. Adios! *wink

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

exhausted...

06/06/06(fuiyoh, the numbers so nice rite???)
Song of the day - La camisa negra by Juanes(talented Columbian singer, unique style of song)

I just came back from college. Damn exhausted lar. I have 8 hours of lectures straight on Wednesday. I'm killing myself softly.

I had my 1st ever calculus 2 test, it was a bit tough. I think I have lots of careless mistakes. As usual, me and my careless mistakes. =) So far, I've finished 3 tests and thus, I'm left with one, which is accounting. And my acc test is tomorrow. Cannot, I must study already. I just hope I can load everything inside my head by tonight.

After test tomorrow, my friends and I plan to watch movie. Watch what movie??? I don't know. They thought of watching The Omen. But, I'm scared of scary movie, so I cannot follow them. So sad right??? But nevermind, I can watch other movie, such as X-men III. Yay, can't wait till tomorrow.

Lots of things happen these few days. Sigh. I'm not supposed to say it out to anybody. I swear to my friends I'm not going to do so. But oh well, just want to wish them all the best in every steps they take. If you need anybody to talk to or anybody to listen to you, I might not be the best person to talk to, but just want to let you know that, hey, you can come and talk to me. Don't keep all your problems to yourself, you still have friends. That's what friends are for, be there for you no matter you have ups or downs.

Ok lar, I need to bath now. Will update again soon. Take care. Adios!!!

Fingers down,
7.41pm
Hushy

Sunday, June 04, 2006

60 seconds post...

04/06/06
Song of the day - Lee Ryan When I think of you

Ready, set, go...

It's 60 seconds post and I have to be really really really fast. Seriously, 60 seconds are not enough.

Damn no life??? Yea, I know. But I have to be no life sometimes. That's life. Alright, I am talking nonsense.

My 60 seconds is nearly up. Will update again soon. Yupe, soon. I don't know how soon is soon, but yeah, SOON. Adios!!!

Fingers down,
11.36 pm

Monday, May 15, 2006

pre-entry...

Ok, I know I have not been updated since like berkurun-kurun lamanyer, so yeah, should at least scribble something, hehe.

I am not going to be berpanjang lebar since it's quite late now and my beloved bed is waiting for me. Actually, there's absolutely no need to type this now as I'll be typing a longer post tomorrow. But, maklumlah, my fingers are very itchy and I don't want to garu it. So, have to type to ease the itchiness. That serve the purpose of calling this entry a pre-entry, my point is, IT SERVE A PURPOSE, that's all.

Nothing much I can talk about. I started my 2nd semester with a bunch of subjects, hmmmm, 5 subs actually. So far so good, but in the future, errrrr, I can't guarantee anything. Calculus being my favourite subject, because of the lecturer, love ya Ms Shanta. So far no homework yet, I think lecturers are waiting for the right time when everyone starts to get busy then only they give. Usually when they give assignments, they'll give like together or the deadlines are almost the same date. Sometimes I even suspect them having a meeting to discuss about deadlines amongst each other. Hmmmm, maybe, I don't know.

I think I'll be doing a serious entry tomorrow, hope I have time to. Please pray for me as I have like 8 hours lectures straight, WTH right, I know, poor me. I seriously can hear my bed, my bantal, my bolster and my teddies calling me, ok perhaps I am just hallucinating, but that means I have good imagination okay??? That's all for now, will write again tomorrow. =D

Fingers down,
11.27pm

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Random online quizzes...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.


You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.


You Are 16 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


Ok, I have to admit that I am freaking bored. Therefore, I went to a few blogs belong to friends of mine. I went to TJ's blog and saw the first quiz. Therefore, I decided to try it out. And TADa, the results proved to be quite accurate, except for some parts. Haha, I don't need love right now, true true. All I need is my family and my bunchies of wacky friends. Second and third quiz are quite accurate as well, stating I'm 60% girlish and 40% boyish. I was expecting the boyish part to be a lil' bit higher, But oh well, I guess 4o% is enough. And last quiz says that I'm 16 years old, wakakakaka.

Saturday is today. I really can't believe 1 week has passed, just like that. I have to say I miss my friends dearly, though I hate to admit it, and I really hope that new semester will start right away. But on the other hand, sigh, I doesn't want this holiday to end that fast. *roll eyes* Alright alrigth, I'm fickle-minded.=p
OK, I really need to go now. I can hear my piano theory assignments calling me.(Well, I am just imagining, not schizophrenic.) Till then, see you next time. Take care. Adios!
Fingers down,
10.44am
Caroline

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Debut-ed...

The thing is, I've been changing the blogskin for so many many frigging times. And yet, I'm lazy to move my fingers and just type. I had this blog like...let me count, 2 months ago, but then... Okok, the point is, I AM LAZY.

Back to the title, Debut-ed, means I am going to write a debut entry which i am supposed to write months ago. Thus, here goes...

Helloooooooooooo everyone!!! Finally, I have time to write my first ever entry for this blog. Well, I had a blog a couple of years ago, so this is not really my first blog. But I never really update. Therefore, I stop updating my previous blog. Probably you would be wondering the reasons why I start to blog again. Well, I don't know. I just feel like having one and I don't have any reason to have a blog.

I just finished my final examinations last week. I kinda did badly in all my papers. Plus I was sick, literally. Having flu and sitting for Calculus paper is NO FUN at all. Just imagine you have to squeeze your brain juice as hard as you can to do Maths equation and constantly sedut balik your mukus into your nose as quietly as possible at the same time, the feeling can kill I tell you. But luckily, I did all my papers. I seriously don't know what would happen to my CGPA. Perhaps I might flunk it. I have not a single idea.

Just two days ago, I had my driving test. Hoohoo, I'm a legal driver now, but still have to wait for my license to be an official legal driver. To be honest, waiting to be tested was a torture. Let me tell you my story. I arrived at the JSP testing centre around 9 something. Then I have to queued for like half an hour under the hot sun to get my number. After that, I waited until 1 o'clock for the parking test. Slope, parking and 3-point turn was alright I guess. Then, I waited for another 3 hours for the on the road test. On the road was rather horrifying but it turned out fine. When I finally got everything done, it was already 5 o'clock. So menyeksakan man I tell you. But, I am beyond being happy now because I can finally drive.

I am having my 2 weeks semester break now. I seriously don't know how to spend my holiday. Sleep and eat would be my main activities I guess. After my sem break, I would be super uber fat, SHOT! But anyhow, holiday is better than nothing. After this 2 weeks, I have to start my new semester already and I might not even have time for a break.

Alright, I guess I have to stop here. I am currently watching American Idol now. Can't wait to know who will be eliminated this time. Ok, till then see you next time. Take care. Adios!

Fingers down,
5.25 pm
Caroline