i am bored. i am doing the same things over and over again everyday.

i am stressed. i have a lot of things to do. i just don't know where to start.

i am an idiot. i tend to do things before thinking. in the end, i mess up things badly.

i am lonely. at times, when i need someone, i realize there is no one.

i am clueless. i have no idea when others are taking the initiative to know me better.

i am NOT PERFECT! as much as i am trying to, in the end, i suffered because i can never be one!

please forgive me for the mistakes i have done in the past.

please understand that i am only human.

please give me the courage to walk until the end of my life.

-end-

i actually stayed up until 3 this morning. i have panda's eyes now... -__________-

i was talking to syamsul, wun min, su yuen and christi through skype. i must admit i was a little jakun because that was my first time using skype and also first using headphone to conference. what do you expect wei, i am kampung mah. but, it was FUN!

what have i done during the 5 long hours? ermmm, i did nothing. ya, nothing! nil! nada! zilch! kosong! except using photoshop to blend statue of liberty and brooklyn bridge. ok, the header i came up with is a total mess. and i am supposed to show it to syamsul today. aiyor, matilah aku. i need ideas. IDEAS, IDEAS, more IDEAS! so someone please help me!

i better get going. i need to be in college around 1 later. =D

oooh oooh, please check out http://discoverUSeducation.org . i bet the new design will startle you! Hehehe...

test, test, test

Create your own Friend Test here

what a day...

i went to the US embassy today this morning to apply for my visa. sad news is, i haven't gotten my visa yet. according to the guy who interviewed me, there wasn't enough proof to show that my parents can support my 1st year in us. he said i need to go back to the embassy again and show him some documents, then only he will approve my visa. i mean, it was really frustrating because i thought it can be settled in one day. dad said it will be fine and we will go there again with all the documents the embassy guy needed. i hope my visa will be approved after the second time.

ooh ooh, and everything went well for rachel. she has gotten her visa approved already! congrats!

the good news is, i have checked my previous semester results, and i have to say i am quite satisfied with it. no president's list, but i kind of expected it. it saves my day after a frustrating morning.

i have to go for IEC meeting tomorrow. on sunday, i am supposed to go to Menara Yayasan Tun Razak to attend the "Oppurtunities for Students in the USA Fair" will be held by US embassy and MACEE. the discover us education-kl committee will also be promoting "Discover US Education - KL '07" on sunday. if you have any free time, do go and check it out if you haven't decided where to further your studies. US might just be the right place that you are looking for.

april's fool

ooh, happy april's fool...

to those who kena fooled, pity you. i nearly kena today. mum was planning to fool my sis and i that dad hit jackpot. but tak jadi, she just couldn't do it. poor mum!

anyhow, have a nice april's fool...and my hair is definitely no no fool! =D

farewell

to my dearest straight hair,

thanks for being there for these 18 years. you know it's hard for me to let you go. but i did it anyway, sorry. i need a change. you should feel happy for me. i have curly hair now. don't worry buddy, i will meet you after 6 months. =D

love,
caroline


yupe, i have curly hair now. my sis said it looks nice and lala-ish. ouch! then she changed her mind, saying it makes me look like a japanese doll. ok. i get it. mum said it looks pretty. dad...oh dad, he just shook his head.

i think it looks refreshing. i mean since when i have curly hair. nil. nada. right? it has always been the simple and plain and un-taken-care straight hair, right?

ok la, i leave it for your most dependable judgement. till i meet you. =D

exhausted...

I am very tired...

No, super tired is more accurate to describe my tiredness now...

Plus, I am sick again. Very very sick. If you want to talk to me, better bring me lots of tissue...*ha chiu*

I went to Lee Hom's concert 2 weeks ago and it was GREAT!!! Lee Hom is so HOT and that's certainly a fact if you have personally seen him before. He is super TALENTED!!! He can sing, he can dance, he can compose songs, he can play 4 or 5 musical intruments...*melted on the spot* If I am hardworking enough, I might be able to post some of the pictures. So, stay tune...

And and, C-Raze just ended!!! Yahoo!!! In case some of you are wondering what's C-Raze, let me explain it this way. C-Raze is INTI Subang version of Amazing Race(aik aik, I can hear people saying copy cat. shame on you.) but its main aim is to raise fund for charity. (ha, that makes thing clearer) Basically, teams are supposed to go from one checkpoints to another and perform some tasks. There were 11 checkpoints and 4 tasks.

It was fun to see teams rushing from one place to another. Not only the contestants, crews including me had to rush also. And and, the best part is, I lead the crews to the WRONG place!!! I mean, I know the way to Bukit Bintang, Tmn Jaya and Subang la, of course. Perhaps it was a bit stressful because I need to direct them to the right place, I actually made a few MISTAKES when I was directing. OMG!!! That's definitely a mistake LEARNT!!!

I took some pictures during C-Raze. Hopefully, when I have a little bit of time, I can upload it to show you how fun is C-Raze. Tak guna jer cakap dengan mulut. Must show some proof before you believe me. Ngehehe...

I just received my I-20 from Drake today. Orientation is going to be on August 21/22. I guess I'll be leaving Malaysia on the 18th or 19th of Aug. Damn, that's fast... Anyway, Drake seems to be a nice place for my major. And hopefully, I get someone I know as my room mate. *hinting to Rachel* hahaha...

Alright, I need to stop here. I have a really crazy week ahead. 2 Matlab assignments and 2 tests this week. Crazy ar? =D

Till then. Bye!

-.- Sigh.

lee hom's concert

I am going to Lee Hom's concert in a few hours time... Can't wait... This is my biggest present from my parents before I leave Malaysia...

It's been a busy week with assignments due and test. I managed to hold on and here I am writing...

Will update once I have time... =D

By,
Hushy -.-

i am happy!!!

Weeeeee...I am so happy...

Drake accepted me!!! And I was granted 15K USD worth of scholarship!!! Hopefully, Rachel gets it too, then we can go together... Drake, here I come!!!

But sad part is, I am going to leave Malaysia soon...

I will miss my family, all my friends, my bed, my books. my...everything :(

Right now, I need to concentrate and finish my 2 more semesters here...

happy chinese new year

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!!!

May all of you are blessed with good fortune, health, wealth, prosperity, love and looks in the year of oink oink...

I will be back soon...=D